We are not strangers, are we? (No - oh, no) But upon our last meeting did I not request upon each of you to ponder the thought, if in fact it was your desire for me to return and to address you once again. (Yes - yes) Have you pondered this thought well? (Yes) And what do you wish of me? (We wish you to continue). Then I, your teacher, humbly and with a great sense of pride and privilege do once again address those to whom I have become most close and attached to. But I would like to say that there are certain energies of which I am missing this evening - is that not correct? (Yes) Then please join with me in projecting their energy to us, to embrace us and to complete our individual energies - to create the oneness of which we speak so often. Will you aid me in doing this? (Yes, yes) Then I address to those who are not present this evening - we extend to you our love. And we embrace in that love your presence in the mind force and not in the physical force. And those that sit here among us shall also project that energy. And I also feel there is a new vibration which is among us this evening - is that not correct? (Yes) An old soul of whom I address, and you are extended a most sincere welcome.

Now since our absence together, I have been observing each and every one of you. And I have tried to indulge myself upon the thoughts that have been crossing the wave lengths within the mind as to many questions - as to our last conversation. But I was reminded by the Force that I have once again forgotten a promise that I made to each of you. Can you guess what that was? (Yes, teacher.) Oh, I still have so much to learn myself. But please let's not repeat that for I do not care for the statement to be passed around freely. It was important that that evening did exist. And I think in your individual thoughts you are beginning to see the framework which we are trying to blend you into, have you not? (Yes) Well, it is important. For you have spoken many times of the oneness, of the blending and the unification that you wish to inspire, the deepness of compassion for each other, the sincerity of your feelings and the deep desire to serve those who seek out your great pearls of wisdom. Correct? (Yes) And yet I am feeling doubts. But more than doubts, I am feeling a sense of wanting to delve more into what I have expressed as unification.

Unification is the uniting, not of the individual but of the energy of the group as one. For were you not told the time would Come when you would no longer speak that of yourself but you would speak in the mind power of the totality of the group? Do you recall this? (Yes - yes) And there were many thoughts and great ponderinga as to my strange request to stop the transcribing of the words of which I spoke. Was there not? (Yes) And I think I explained the importance that all that you know, I repeat, all that you know and all that you base your understanding upon was handed down by the word one to the other. And where the confusion and the darkness that shadowed those words were the misconceptions of what the reality was when the words were first spoken. Through all the ages, through all the times that you know, words have been said. And if the person believes the words you speak, they proudly stand and will witness and speak loudly of the great, profundity of which they have heard. But if they do not agree then they can undermine and darken those words - is this not true? (Yes) So when I come into your lights, and I address those who are among the Council, I am your mind and you are mine. WE are the unity of that, and in that unity and understanding there can only be one interpretation. For do I not love you? (Yes) And, do I dare ask, do you not love me? (Yes of course).

It is my goal to be among you, to serve you and to teach you, correct? (Yes) And in return , will you not take my words and go forth and teach others) with more compassion, correct? (Yes) So are we not working as a unit of one in our total desire to serve all those who seek? (Yes) But seek not with control, seek not with the total authority, but allowing those to create their own thoughts. And one does this by cultivating the energy within each. As I have tried to do with each of you. For you may sit silently by, and we have discussed that as well, have we not?(Yes) But you are still learning. And the time will come when there will be more conversing, expression, because with your questions that is the point where the deepest growth within yourself excels. For when you verbalize what you truly feel and desire to express, it formulates in the ether around you. And as you express you draw unto that ex­pression energy and the force of all those that sit among you. But we shall not dwell upon that tonight. And I'm sure you're glad about that. But I do feel that there is somewhat of an urgency that you care to discuss with me. And if that be so, then I hold myself to your service and would be most happy to speak to any who desire to speak to me.

(Teacher, we have one particularly urgent thing that we are trying to resolve amongst us and that is a name for the center that we all are ---. Could you perhaps shed some light on what words might have the vibration that we are trying to enforce rather than share with the other members. So that we could come up with a name that would certainly be the most helpful?) I would like first to say that I find your name in the Council most pleasing. However I do and can understand that those that have sat within the Council are beginning to understand the deeper meaning and the true significance of what that word truly means. For we have discussed this, have we not? (Yes) In each of you, in your loving thoughts extended to the others, the many gifts of which we have expressed. And I assume that we have not completed as yet either - is that not correct? (Yes) Ah, if only your time were like ours. Do you know that if you were in my classroom, we could speak for eons of time and it would seem like a brief moment in what you call time. But I realize that time is of the essence in the dimension of which you dwell. And there is so much that can be said about words, which might have prompted what I said earlier in reference to words. For there are many who dwell great importance on certain words and feel that they work all kinds of great magical spells. And just by verbalizing these particular words can change anything.

But words have no meaning unless they show expression or depth. If all of you within the Council have dwelt upon the thought of changing your name, or name by which you are called, are you not masters to make that total decision of your own? For will I not love you as much by what ever name you call yourselves? And will those that have come unto you, will they love you any less? But if you are deciding to make such a decision, think carefully about your choice and what your aim is in choosing a new name. What are your desires? Is it an attraction that you are trying to form, are you trying to announce what it is or what you are about? If those be your goals then allow the name that you choose to reflect that goal that you most earnestly desire to place before those. For if you offer a home that does not have warmth and does not shelter then you are standing in a field of total openess. So if your desire is to extend and to bring forth and to shelter, make sure your name encompasses the loving force that you desire to create. For you have built the foundation and the roots have been well planted. But if you desire to make a stronger shelter and to bring a deeper comfort of warmth to those that shall come, then choose a name that shall in fact encompass again your desires and your goals. For if you ask me to choose would it be the true representation of yourselves?

Think about in the early days before I made my entrance, and to my assistant I address, there was a verse of which you spoke about your mission - correct? (Yes, teacher). Have you forgotten that? (No). Or how that came about, was it created by me,or the force? And how each and every one of you became a part of what your inner hopes and desires and your goals to achieve - is that correct? (Yes) It was that verse - hear me well - it was that verse that called upon the Force. Because in there you pleaded to allow your awareness to soar - correct? (Yes) And this is why I was called to come among you, to serve you, to help you, to fulfill that that you were crying out most loudly to achieve. And do you feel you've achieved it? - -Pause - - (Not yet - we are pressing - ) Well, you are learning!

In the beginning, when I asked a question like that, it probably would have been total silence! At least now I am getting some response -good!! Because you are learning. You have come a long way since the first time that the Nelka Force came into your energy. But it is often hard to see one's growth within one's self. You are so quick to look upon the other and praise them and be enlightened by their great pearls of wisdom. Ah, my children, you all are the wisdom - you each are the pearl. And together you make a complete strand - a stream of light and love of all that you are striving so deeply to attain. And you are doing it - you are learning. Silently maybe, but you are learning and as we progress you will not only begin to see the great achieve ments that each have made but you will begin to recognize within yourselves your own strength, your own light and your own willingness to serve those.

I have digressed and I do apologize. Because I hope you understand that it is not for me to give you a said name. For if I did I would have to be loyal, shall I say, to the Council of which I am a part of. And I do not think the Nelka Force would be appealing to many of those that come to your center. And it is possible that they might have to take a transition to attend some of our meetings. So, therefore, that would not serve you or me in either way. Did that answer your question? (Yes, yes. Thanks) To the one who asked I ad­dress. (It did in a way - I guess I probably expected it to happen - laughter.)

You see, my dear, you are not like any, or I should say you are not different from any one else. For the greatest problem that mankind has, although they may not admit it, is that you want everything done for you. And this cannot be done. For when you do it yourself there is a sense of pride, of dignity, and in that you begin to sense loyalty and dedication. And this is the strength that allows the freeness of spirit to evolve and to go forth. So, no, my dear, I shall not do it for you. (Well, that's not what we had in mind either - for you to do it. But had in mind perhaps to express - - - a choice of some words with the vibration that might be the a little more in line with what we want, however. To take some of the words and then amongst ourselves to put them into a phrase that we ourselves have decided upon.) Well, I do believe that within the Council you should be able to choose such said words. (Actually you have given them to us.) I was wondering if anyone would notice my sly remarks. Is there any other questions?  Pause - None? (Clearing of  the throat) Uh, huh, I hear someone addressing me!

(May we use this time to continue with our lessons.) You may - this is our time together. And if I am here to serve, I must serve you as best I can. (I believe where we left off was with the gifts that had been given from us. If it's the wish of the Council, perhaps we could continue with that.) I would be most pleased. Pause ((To the Council) Is there anyone here who would like to continue that train of thought?) - -Too indistinct to hear first part - (Is there any one here now that has not addressed, or been given - - - -Would you - --them? I'm trying to think of the last time that words of wisdom that - - - )

To whom do I address? (Can't make out answer) And what is your confusion, my child? (At the last session, I'm really not sure if you bestowed the gift of words of wisdom on me or if this came up as something that was in the past.) I believe that when we were speaking of the gifts that were presented were at an earlier stage, is this not correct? Where you assumed that these gifts were given to you, at which time I expressed to you that you gave these gifts to the other members of the Council, is this your understanding? (Then you did clarify that -- -) And of those gifts, was there one that you felt that you had given of yourself to the Council? (Not especially.) Do you feel - I believe there was a great book that was given unto you - is this not correct? (Yes) - Pause - Am I addressing the one who spoke to me? (Yes) Was it not told to you that you were the guardian of words? (Yes) Do you feel that this was indeed a part of you? (Yes) This may not have been presented at the earlier time of which we spoke. Maybe that was because you were not quite prepared to allow the Council to open this great book and for your words to flow unto them. And this is why you could not recall a particular one of those gifts that you feel were a part of yourself. So I address you, would you like to share your great book with those that sit among you in the Council? (Definitely!) Then, my dear, I would like you to describe this book to your members-as you see it. (The wording is very simple.) Correct. (The basis is love.) Correct. (Sharing, teaching, giving.) That is all correct. What is the color of the book? (Beige.) And to you, what does that color represent? -Pause - ( I really don't associate it with anything.) May I clarify it for you? (Please.) It represents in your understanding the sands of time, of which you have dwelt upon the reconstruction of said words carefully and precisely. To make sure that the words were not misunderstood. And as the guardian of this book you have in fact sacrificed your life on three different occasions to preserve these writings.

The time will come when you will once again be able to open the ancient books and word for word be able to interpret, to teach and to share. For you have been the guardian because of your true understanding and in the greatest depths of your mind the truth that lies within them is why you have sat many times in silence, pondering wondering and questioning, have you not? (Yes.) Wonder no more. Search only for the inner wisdom that dwells within. Do not question or search beyond your capability at this time but know well that you are the guardian of the great sands of words through more time than you know of what time is. So do you see, my dear, that you have saved a special moment to share this and to give this knowledge to those that sit among you? And the time shall come when they shall consult and they shall come to ask you to search within your great book and to help them find the correct words for the goals and achievements they hope to conquer and fulfill. In this they dare to ask. This is why you pondered so in your thought as to the other gifts. And while you could not associate yourself with full compassion, correct? (Yes.) And now do you understand why? (Yes.) And you are blessed, each of you, for she again has added another great treasure to all those that you already have. And those of you who have shared your gifts, are you using them? (I guess so - yes).

(Teacher, may I ask a question. This is L----. I have never addressed you concerning the gift because I do not have a particular affinity for any of them. But this morning in my meditation a white rosebud came to mind I don't know how to interpret that - I don't know if that was one of the gifts - I don't know if one of the gifts has yet to be bestowed upon me. Would you please help me?) The significance of the rose I believe we have spoken about before, have we not? (Yes - yes.) With the presence of that appearing in your thought patterns is the awareness of your deepest connection. And your desire to unify yourself with that force. And I am most pleased that the light of inner greatness is beginning to surface. For do you not hold a jewel within your left hand? Pause - (I don't know -I'd like to think so.) Then I would ask at this time that you extend your left hand. And I place within it a great radiant stone of blue. Do you see it there? (Yes.) And what does this represent to you? (Blue just means calm I can't think of anything else.) Is this not what you are searching inwardly for yourself? (I'm certain.) And do you not sense within your fellow members of the Council that you would like to afford them that peace and calmness as well? (Yes.)

There was a time, although you may not recall, when this blue stone was imbedded within the top frame of that that you call your head surface itself, within the crown of the head. And in ancient times you were one of the high priestesses in the temple of the blue stone. It has many other names but for the moment let us just address ourselves to that. It was of a great healing energy that was possessed within this stone. And you were responsible in situations of great judgment when there were feasts and famine that you went upon those that were in the bowels of what you call earth. You took this down into fields that would not yield food, you took it into ares where there was no water. And by taking this stone from the crown of  your head and placing it gently on the ground you re-energized and therefore allowed the fields to flow. But when there was drought they called upon you to walk down to the barren area, and here again placing the stone from the crown of your head and lying it in the ground, the water began to run. And the two words that you used reflect the ground and the water energy of what you call Mother Earth. And this is why within yourself you have that deep desire and unrest and uneasiness, for are the fields not flourishing as they should, and do the waters not run freely as they should? (L: Is the question directed to me?) It is. (As a personal thing, as a personal ques­tion? No, they are not as flourishing right now as they should be.) And this is why it is creating an unrest within  yourself.

And there is a certain sense within yourself of not wanting to share this gift in those earlier days for you would not have recognized it nor would you have accepted it, correct? (I don't know the answer to that one.) At the point of thought that you are at the present time, what I am telling you you know within yourself to be true. Do you not? (I have a feeling for it - yes.) But when in the time before, when the gifts were being given you were not that secure about yourself. (I was confused.) And therefore you would not have presented this stone at that time. (That's true.) For it sits like a dome of wealth within your hand. And nbeknownst to yourself it is attracting many to your energy force. And if, in your surroundings, you spoke to nature and saw the blue stone within your hand you would smell beyond smells and you would see colors beyond colors. (That has already begun.) Then you have been using your precious stone without fully understanding that. Now that you have, will you share this with those that sit among you? (I'd be most happy to.) And do you in the council accept this great gift? (Yes - yes.) And we thank you now. For you see when the gifts were given it was thought that they were given to you. But if after you understood that you gave the gift, that the gift you thought had been given to you would not sit comfortable with you, then you could not relate to any other gift that was given. And the time had to come when you felt secure and where the greatest part of yourself wanted to give that that is the greatest treasure of yourself. And, therefore, we thank you for sharing and giving. (We thank you for your enlightened words.) I am here to serve. -Pause - Now is there any farther question?

(C: Teacher.) Yes. (... any connection I'm still confused as to why if there is a possible connection with the rose ...) I do believe that when you asked this question once before I most rudely interrupted, did I not? (No.) I do apologize. But I'm sure that you understand the importance and significance of the timing that presented itself for me to address the Council. Now let us settle it in this review. You are what is called a child of the flower world in a dimension that is far unknown to you. You were one that aided in the creative force of nature. And even though the force was very strong, there was a color spectrum that reached out from you that could not be expressed in that that was already created. And the one that you know and relate to in the reference of the rose - you were her closest assistant and you have a very deep tie far beyond that that you might call a relative. But you were in fact beyond what one might think of as a relationship for she assigned you the great task of going forth to many dimensions and creating within those dimensions the essence of what you call a rose. But that encompasses more than just the flower itself, for you were sent forth to spread the seed. And you stayed to nurture the stem, to hold the energy of  awareness that was beginning to form. And when the final Great -

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_ _ the petals seemed of such great importance. For you have scattered yourself among many areas in many lifetimes. And the tenderness that dwells  within the essence of yourself is as soft and as gentle as that that you call petals of the rose. There is compassion, yet also there is a sense of departing or loneliness within yourselves. But be not fearful or doubt. For your creative powers lie in allowing yourselves to spread the essence of the petals into any area that you feel is needed. It is important for you to understand that in your silence you sow the seed, to gain strength at the stem you must stand tall. And do not sway unto any other one's thoughts except your own, for you know where your roots stem from. But if you spread your petals well be not fearful to express yourself for they are the fragrance and the gentleness that all mankind need to sustain. They need the inner silent strength. And you are here to sow those seeds and to spread those petals among all. But you have come to the greatest energy force, for you have spread many among those that you sit amongst. And they are your energizing force at this time. For if you take each petal that sits among you and draw it into yourself you will once again be the total blossom that you desire most to be. So these petals that you speak are those that sit among you. They are a loving force that shall guide you and nurture you. Do you feel comfortable with that? (Do I truly-----) And do not fear the words that speak inside yourselves are not worthwhile giving. For you do know, you do sense and you shall be a great force within the light that is beginning to surface. And I shall expect to hear more from you as we advance. Will you promise me that? Then I humbly thank you.

I address the Council and ask, are you beginning to see the full focus of yourselves? (Yes -yes) Do you truly begin to see the beauty that dwells within? (Yes - yeah) And in that recognition are you willing to serve? (Yes -yes.) And is it in your desire for me to serve you as well? But in my service I must stress - it is important that you speak. For if you hold within the great force and the great words, you are not completing the essence of the totality of feeling that will and shall be achieved by the wholeness of each of you. Oh, yes, my dears, you walk as one - you see as one - you feel and think as one. But as you sit within the Council you are intertwined - not only in this time but in many other times of which we have spoken. And beyond what you call the reality of time you have all chosen to sit once again among each other. And in that recognition it eliminates all fear and without fear there is only the true expression of self. And with that thought I shall depart from you now. But let me repeat again - I love you beyond words. I do not love the physical essence of what you call form. But I love you at the highest degree of your spiritual essence - beyond what you see in each other. And in that there is only the magnificent view, delight - glowing and I count the moments until I shall return among you again. So good evening to each. (Good evening, teacher - thank you.)